tear

...it will never end, she's a tear that suspends in my heart forever....


its too late...

paramours

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few paramours
are valiant & gallant
unstoppable
they keep on going
fighting their fears
lovers in arms
participate in the joys
walk side by side
hold each other hands
in happy-moments and bad-moments,Equally


few paramours
travel a great distance

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knock knock! where is The Man?

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with sweetness in the air
the door opens,
a long-legged flower in his hand,
one knee on the floor,
looking into your eyes, is 'The Man'

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guess who's she?

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she has eyes
that awakens memories of explosions in the sky
hits me like a blow to the chest

a hidden smile
and soft curves
she takes my breath away at the end

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SheHe

She
A black magic woman
As fish in a net
filled with adultery
this queen of camp
same place, same attire, same "just had sex" hair
a thousand diamond eyes
the stars and the lights in a death stare contest
drift
flow
wild wild
dance floor
canyons and desert and forests
dark dark night


He
A man with a simple heart
carves on the people around him
She came stalking out of pure mythical night
from the fringe of the universe
a powerless, pendulous instant

it happens forever & it's been happening forever
since the dawn of time
he fell in love
in search of ash and diamond
he goes sleeveless summer cold
and beers cracked open in the dark
and the heavens know what happens
in shady moments

pile of pain

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overcast and clouded
at rain ville
love never met love here
at last the storm came
eager hate engulfed him
he uttered a long piercing cry
maybe it was of pain or of fear

he struggled to find a way
to wash this pile of pain
in the drain

as the drops fall
he walks towards the edge
lookin down and smiling,
...
the depth seemed satisfying

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sweet dreams

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Fiction Stuff

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whether it's
summer
winter
or monsoons
it doesn't matter
all i have is love
and soft cushions
a tender touch
and kisses tenderer
no vodka
no cell
no work
i will never forget this
three days when
i was really happy
at last
I am HIM
carefree
not a drunk
not stupid
not falling
and not crying at all...

haystack in a needle

A needle in a haystack or a haystack in a needle
Sometimes i approach everything with a can-do, smart-ass attitude.
I feel I can find anything I target!
Sometimes I do anything I want!
When something presents a fascinating challenge,than we play a game,a game of wits that the two of us have played time after time:Me & HIM.
Some are shocking, some are eye-opening, some will make you laugh,some will make you love us.
Another fascinating challenge has been thrown...High stakes,high risks.
So,here's a toast to two of us...for the biggest game of our life.
cheers to HIM & ME.

emotions...

love,sympathy,pain,hate,kind,innocence,
emotions
in my heart
in my thoughts
in my actions
so much i want to say
words, I have none to express

From facebook to blogger

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Borrowed this from Facebook!Hope no one sues me.
Come on ppl,Shoot your answers...

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1: Where you and I met?
2: Take a stab at my middle name:
3: How long have you known me?
4: The last time we saw each other?
5: Would I ever go skydiving?
6: Your first impression of me upon meeting/seeing me?
7: Am I funny?
8: What's my favorite music?
9: What do I want to do more than anything?
10: What is the one thing you think I should do?
11: Do I have any special talents? If so, what are they?
12: Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else(what)?
13: Have you ever hugged me?
14: My favorite food?
15: If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be?
16: Your favorite memory of me?
17: If you and I were stranded on an island, what would I bring?
18: Who's my best friend?
19: What is your overall impression of me?
20: Where do you think I will be in 25 years?
21: Will you re-post this so I can fill this out for you?

internship

everyday is like sharing a chocolate ;D
you don't like it
but you pretend you do
just to make them happy

in the running

scared and hiding
from my fears
from thoughts of her
from myself
and happiness surrounding me

its getting harder to suspend
this little dream
Today on V-day i wanted to call again
to satisfy the urge
and push a little closer to the edge

no winds of change
or great demise
could keep the dogs from chasing
down the ones too quick to cry
with leather skin and colder eyes
i could have called you love
and smiled as i watch it die

one day all will be diff
one day,my dream-girl would find me :D

p.s.
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Life has been busy last few days
waking at 6 and catching the bus
walking to my 8 o'clock training
on my way i have made some friends
there's the breeze in the trees
the lights at the crossroads
the familiar faces in the bus
but still i feel incomplete....

what's it's like

Somewhat Like the rainbows that ride the haze

Somewhat Like the well-groomed bride dressed to rule the hearts

Somewhat Like the harmonious sound,lost and found

Somewhat Like a heavenly place and rattle of temple bells

That’s what its like
That's what it was like.

maybe i should fall in love with ghosts :(

the cloud

the cloud remains

slowly slowly,
they leave
in search of their destination
as they depart
a feeling sinks in
something not right
something gone wrong
what was the mistake?
who was not strong?

beauty of memories
so pure
always coming back
taking me to that time
making me smile
as each one keeps
some portion of my heart


If i was Paris she would've been my Helen...

hallucinations

got so drunk
i thought everything i saw was her.
i made up dreams.
i let myself believe

Vodka

it tastes and smells and feels and lusts
with all the wild senses of perfection

it loves me

Vodka+friends==wasted +fun

never land
still dreaming of being there
having it all
dont seem to mind the downfall
tragic smiles plastic memories
got a foot in doors

flame shots,
they have put me in the mood
and women eyes,
all the things they make me think about
sex and car crashes
windows fog over and over in a mans life

warm night
games of UNO cards,Vodka on the rocks
a chill across my skin
smoking my cigarettes
at this moment
nothing seems more beautiful
than what i have
and it stretches on
theres nothing left to do but burn the skys

A fantasy

she threw me sideways
like a rubber ball
on stony pavement
her kiss
a mid-summer shiver
her dew drop eyes
keep me warm through winter
and oh dear maiden
what a tangled thread
you leave me in

I’m rollin over
your lush bed
intoxicates
this lowly servant
and in enchantment
I’m cursed to wander
through falling leaves
and snowy winds
till spring rains
bring back to me
your flowering face

dreams of..

dreams of bars
and fast cars
the cash and mob-wars
dreams of Vodka shots
on the rocks
the betrayals,cute scars
dreams of running away
me & my lover
flying like eagles
into the stars
dreams of an avatar
gleaming and sheeny
dreams of dreams

Another Haiku...

Orange is never
as innocent as yellow
or as lusty as Red

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read the last post too ..hehe

Fog..

Someone loves the cold
someone have mixed feelings.
shivering and pallor of skin
The stings of the chills
and though the fog
looks pretty in the morning,
it turns you blind
and I always slip on the ice.
It's all the same in the rain
It's all instant copy
Total deja vu
Lights glisten for the fog
to find itself
How else is a fog
to find itself
in all this fog?

haiku...

dark clouds,looming large
storm coming,and all I got
are purple dreams

hello..hey..hi...

Where have u gone?
what did i do wrong...
you don't pick my calls
have u forgotten me..
kya sach mein
u forgot?
we were something..
did u knew or not...?
i was always there for you
maybe i am still
and maybe you weren't looking

I feel bad about that
why?
saala me stupid love you
still do...
don't know why i am scared of facing you

our chronicle
is full of
miscommunication
stupid hopes
bad timing
all me

great friends
terrible lovers
but were good for eachother
now i can't get a girl
as i try to find u in all

someday i will love the world
just as much as you
one day i will rule the world
the mansions,the ferrari,the peace
but still
i know it would be empty
If I couldn't share my joys with you
unlucky me
the star that i wanted was you..

Haiku

so love
me and you
we were a bright burning spark
ephemeral
in that vast everlasting chill

as he sleeps

the guy who invented rains
who met all the drops,
and remembered their names
lived in the monsoon

clusters of gems and crystals
snatched from above,
floated in his drink
a place where it rained
the dream he had
all drowned straight to the bottom.

Now as he sleeps
there's rain on his lips
he tosses and turns'
crystals poke at every inch
gems blind his closed eyes
old scars are,still felt every night

I am back guys...

am i supposed to remember...
that there were rains!!

finding solace

buried underneath the love stone
he bled out alone
a soul lost,
like a flower in the desert
doesn't want to be found
scared to move on
running away,
searching for someplace
ain't nowhere to go,
to find solace...