dewdrop and Leaves

Umm Yum ...

2010-02-17T15:39:00.002+05:30

If there were no Expectations in Life, everything would have been a SURPRISE.

here

2009-10-24T13:33:00.000+05:30

so many truths
behind
these words here
ravenous and dissatisfied
smiles and lies
love and pain
women and friends
it's a cycle
repeating
again and again

thought

2009-10-17T11:15:00.000+05:30

waters are thick ,
i am swimming through .
lost in life and all ,
and mansions made by hand of mind .

Which is greater the need for more or lack of satisfaction ??

moment

2009-08-07T01:32:00.003+05:30

i know that something lies just past the moment...that slipped through my hands.

the empty ghost

2009-07-18T15:31:00.000+05:30

walking the jagged path
of the thousand lines
he wrote,
still he can't let it go

treasure was...
her eyes blinking

still drinking from the dried fountain
the empty ghost
whispers
carrying me off to dreams
forgotten
or
thrown away

his heart aches
blurred visions from a beautiful past
worn down to the bone
making him burn
a b/w timeline
visions without colors
stimulate him...
holding back and choking
like a bubble
he will burst one day

scared of sitting still
but not afraid to run
rising up from the dust
in instants
transcendent
and out of time

he knows without knowing
what it's like
being loved and becoming one
he wishes he could be one of the lucky ones...

I've cried more in the past day (no worries, it's welcome) than I have this whole past year.....

...just thought ya should know,
considering we would never meet each other.

Someone please set my soul kitten free...

P.S.
It was supposed to be more
Wherever you are
There's far too much of me still in there.

happy Birthday Ne

2009-07-10T09:54:00.001+05:30

they say that in
the begining, there were angels
and i am lucky enough to know the best one
secret and holy
protecting
some unseen treasure
this one is for NE,yes you girl with 2 kicks to you bums(lol)...

keep this smiles wide always
through all trials
through every fall or stumble
and become Starbright

show them all what it's like
to smile like you mean it
when it's hard to stand and fight
to hold your head above the water
to truly feel the light :D

HAppy HAPPy B'day to you dear friend and trust me i know it's a full moon out tonight :D

...

2009-06-21T23:44:00.001+05:30

I hope there are decent pages in your notebook to scribble our tale...

his heart ...

2009-06-14T21:25:00.002+05:30

sitting in the moonlight
i feel for his guitar,
having limited strings
some few thin strands
and I fear
I may hear another
a brisk, sharp, cracking sound

a forthcoming day
i know
he maybe able to say a few words
that will make
breaths
leap
in their
pulsing Form

so rabbit sits by himself
with her and carrots in his mind
just wondering
if only this guitar wasn't his heart...

next few miles....

2009-06-12T14:17:00.000+05:30

I wonder about your laughter and your stars
About your father and mother
And how you might look when you’re sad

I want to hear you whisper to me
on the phone
as if hiding yourself
from me and you.

why dontcha go on
and tell me all about
your favorite state lines
and faith in the next few miles

sweetest drop

2009-06-07T01:54:00.000+05:30

The smallest and sweetest drop
On the very top
As breeze greets hair on beach

we propel through time
Inside an original Possessing calcareous shell swirled
embracing the consequence
That notify each adjacent instant

The sweetest drop blown off the top
Hits the dust and
Becomes callous and rugged
losing itself for the pleasures of the earth

I think i know
have figured it out at last
Forgiving others helps in forgives yourself
It’s worldwide floral, honey aroma.
Nor mine
Nor yours
it's Ours

Blowing off the very top
The sweetest drop turns warm and callous
Then fragmenting collapsing dissolving evaporating
Back into the cycle again and
Here we go again!

rainy season

2009-05-16T12:13:00.000+05:30

condemn rainy season,
all that innocence being smitten by drops

once, we were drenched and close

scared

2009-05-07T13:22:00.003+05:30

woke up scared
dreams about her & him
memories come back to haunt again
6:30 on the clock

instants of fragileness see me full of life
now I know
That I am the ability lacked
the love lost
which was never found

eyelashes

2009-05-01T20:19:00.004+05:30

...have you ever heard the sound of eyelashes cutting through the air her Eyes leave me shy and stupid wondering where she came from why she came what she saw

tear

2009-04-30T19:44:00.001+05:30

...it will never end, she's a tear that suspends in my heart forever....

its too late...

paramours

2009-04-29T18:42:00.001+05:30

few paramours
are valiant & gallant
unstoppable
they keep on going
fighting their fears
lovers in arms
participate in the joys
walk side by side
hold each other hands
in happy-moments and bad-moments,Equally

few paramours
travel a great distance

knock knock! where is The Man?

2009-04-26T10:05:00.001+05:30

with sweetness in the air
the door opens,
a long-legged flower in his hand,
one knee on the floor,
looking into your eyes, is 'The Man'

guess who's she?

2009-04-20T22:17:00.000+05:30

she has eyes
that awakens memories of explosions in the sky
hits me like a blow to the chest

a hidden smile
and soft curves
she takes my breath away at the end

SheHe

2009-04-19T19:53:00.001+05:30

She
A black magic woman
As fish in a net
filled with adultery
this queen of camp
same place, same attire, same "just had sex" hair
a thousand diamond eyes
the stars and the lights in a death stare contest
drift
flow
wild wild
dance floor
canyons and desert and forests
dark dark night

He
A man with a simple heart
carves on the people around him
She came stalking out of pure mythical night
from the fringe of the universe
a powerless, pendulous instant

it happens forever & it's been happening forever
since the dawn of time
he fell in love
in search of ash and diamond
he goes sleeveless summer cold
and beers cracked open in the dark
and the heavens know what happens
in shady moments

pile of pain

2009-04-09T21:15:00.001+05:30

overcast and clouded
at rain ville
love never met love here
at last the storm came
eager hate engulfed him
he uttered a long piercing cry
maybe it was of pain or of fear

he struggled to find a way
to wash this pile of pain
in the drain

as the drops fall
he walks towards the edge
lookin down and smiling,
...
the depth seemed satisfying

sweet dreams

2009-04-01T17:52:00.000+05:30

Fiction Stuff

whether it's
summer
winter
or monsoons
it doesn't matter
all i have is love
and soft cushions
a tender touch
and kisses tenderer
no vodka
no cell
no work
i will never forget this
three days when
i was really happy
at last
I am HIM
carefree
not a drunk
not stupid
not falling
and not crying at all...

haystack in a needle

2009-03-18T20:23:00.004+05:30

A needle in a haystack or a haystack in a needle Sometimes i approach everything with a can-do, smart-ass attitude. I feel I can find anything I target! Sometimes I do anything I want!
When something presents a fascinating challenge,than we play a game,a game of wits that the two of us have played time after time:Me & HIM. Some are shocking, some are eye-opening, some will make you laugh,some will make you love us. Another fascinating challenge has been thrown...High stakes,high risks. So,here's a toast to two of us...for the biggest game of our life. cheers to HIM & ME.

emotions...

2009-03-15T12:46:00.000+05:30

love,sympathy,pain,hate,kind,innocence, emotions in my heart in my thoughts in my actions so much i want to say words, I have none to express

From facebook to blogger

2009-03-11T15:45:00.001+05:30

Borrowed this from Facebook!Hope no one sues me.
Come on ppl,Shoot your answers...

1: Where you and I met? 2: Take a stab at my middle name: 3: How long have you known me? 4: The last time we saw each other? 5: Would I ever go skydiving? 6: Your first impression of me upon meeting/seeing me? 7: Am I funny? 8: What's my favorite music? 9: What do I want to do more than anything? 10: What is the one thing you think I should do? 11: Do I have any special talents? If so, what are they? 12: Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else(what)? 13: Have you ever hugged me? 14: My favorite food? 15: If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be? 16: Your favorite memory of me? 17: If you and I were stranded on an island, what would I bring? 18: Who's my best friend? 19: What is your overall impression of me? 20: Where do you think I will be in 25 years? 21: Will you re-post this so I can fill this out for you?

internship

2009-02-21T15:11:00.003+05:30

everyday is like sharing a chocolate ;D you don't like it but you pretend you do just to make them happy

in the running

2009-02-14T03:34:00.000+05:30

scared and hiding
from my fears
from thoughts of her
from myself
and happiness surrounding me

its getting harder to suspend
this little dream
Today on V-day i wanted to call again
to satisfy the urge
and push a little closer to the edge

no winds of change
or great demise
could keep the dogs from chasing
down the ones too quick to cry
with leather skin and colder eyes
i could have called you love
and smiled as i watch it die

one day all will be diff
one day,my dream-girl would find me :D

p.s.
---
Life has been busy last few days
waking at 6 and catching the bus
walking to my 8 o'clock training
on my way i have made some friends
there's the breeze in the trees
the lights at the crossroads
the familiar faces in the bus
but still i feel incomplete....

what's it's like

2009-02-11T19:09:00.038+05:30

Somewhat Like the rainbows that ride the haze Somewhat Like the well-groomed bride dressed to rule the hearts Somewhat Like the harmonious sound,lost and found Somewhat Like a heavenly place and rattle of temple bells That’s what its like That's what it was like. maybe i should fall in love with ghosts :(

the cloud

2009-01-31T14:33:00.070+05:30

the cloud remains slowly slowly, they leave in search of their destination as they depart a feeling sinks in something not right something gone wrong what was the mistake? who was not strong? beauty of memories so pure always coming back taking me to that time making me smile as each one keeps some portion of my heart If i was Paris she would've been my Helen...

hallucinations

2009-01-28T10:53:00.003+05:30

got so drunk i thought everything i saw was her. i made up dreams. i let myself believe

Vodka

2009-01-26T17:43:00.001+05:30

it tastes and smells and feels and lusts with all the wild senses of perfection it loves me

Vodka+friends==wasted +fun

2009-01-24T17:11:00.000+05:30

never land still dreaming of being there having it all dont seem to mind the downfall tragic smiles plastic memories got a foot in doors flame shots, they have put me in the mood and women eyes, all the things they make me think about sex and car crashes windows fog over and over in a mans life warm night games of UNO cards,Vodka on the rocks a chill across my skin smoking my cigarettes at this moment nothing seems more beautiful than what i have and it stretches on theres nothing left to do but burn the skys

A fantasy

2009-01-22T14:20:00.001+05:30

she threw me sideways like a rubber ball on stony pavement her kiss a mid-summer shiver her dew drop eyes keep me warm through winter and oh dear maiden what a tangled thread you leave me in I’m rollin over your lush bed intoxicates this lowly servant and in enchantment I’m cursed to wander through falling leaves and snowy winds till spring rains bring back to me your flowering face

dreams of..

2009-01-21T22:54:00.003+05:30

dreams of bars and fast cars the cash and mob-wars dreams of Vodka shots on the rocks the betrayals,cute scars dreams of running away me & my lover flying like eagles into the stars dreams of an avatar gleaming and sheeny dreams of dreams

Another Haiku...

2009-01-20T15:32:00.004+05:30

Orange is never as innocent as yellow or as lusty as Red

read the last post too ..hehe

Fog..

2009-01-20T10:42:00.001+05:30

Someone loves the cold someone have mixed feelings. shivering and pallor of skin The stings of the chills and though the fog looks pretty in the morning, it turns you blind and I always slip on the ice. It's all the same in the rain It's all instant copy Total deja vu Lights glisten for the fog to find itself How else is a fog to find itself in all this fog?

haiku...

2009-01-18T22:12:00.000+05:30

dark clouds,looming large
storm coming,and all I got
are purple dreams

hello..hey..hi...

2009-01-17T22:17:00.007+05:30

Where have u gone?
what did i do wrong...
you don't pick my calls
have u forgotten me..
kya sach mein
u forgot?
we were something..
did u knew or not...?
i was always there for you
maybe i am still
and maybe you weren't looking

I feel bad about that
why?
saala me stupid love you
still do...
don't know why i am scared of facing you

our chronicle
is full of
miscommunication
stupid hopes
bad timing
all me

great friends
terrible lovers
but were good for eachother
now i can't get a girl
as i try to find u in all

someday i will love the world
just as much as you
one day i will rule the world
the mansions,the ferrari,the peace
but still
i know it would be empty
If I couldn't share my joys with you
unlucky me
the star that i wanted was you..

Haiku

2009-01-16T15:31:00.002+05:30

so love me and you we were a bright burning spark ephemeral in that vast everlasting chill

as he sleeps

2009-01-15T22:11:00.006+05:30

the guy who invented rains who met all the drops, and remembered their names lived in the monsoon clusters of gems and crystals snatched from above, floated in his drink a place where it rained the dream he had all drowned straight to the bottom. Now as he sleeps there's rain on his lips he tosses and turns' crystals poke at every inch gems blind his closed eyes old scars are,still felt every night

I am back guys...

2009-01-10T21:43:00.004+05:30

am i supposed to remember... that there were rains!!

finding solace

2008-11-28T23:52:00.001+05:30

buried underneath the love stone he bled out alone a soul lost, like a flower in the desert doesn't want to be found scared to move on running away, searching for someplace ain't nowhere to go, to find solace...